January 2012
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30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Thirteen
Day 13; Someone you wish could forgive you.
This one is kinda difficult, because I’m not sure I have anyone whom I’d want to forgive me. I try to make it a point not to really hurt people very much, and if I have, they’ve mostly forgiven me. Otherwise I don’t know about hurting anyone, and I don’t believe I can ask for forgiveness when I don’t know I need it....
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day 12
Day 12; The person you hate most.
I’ve always said that hatred was a wasted emotion. There was no reason to give someone so much power over you, but when it comes to you I can’t help but hate you. The very thought of you makes me sick. If you were to die, I can’t say I would feel anything. As a matter of fact, the world would probably be better off, (but that’s beside the...
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30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Eleven
I know it’s been a while since I continued these, but I’m going to continue. I WiLL finish!
Day 11; A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
It’s been nine long years since you died, and even though I don’t cry anymore, I still think of you all the time. I often wonder if you know what I’ve been up to. If you were there watching me on my wedding day, trying to...
December 2011
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30 Letters 30 Days- Day Ten
Day 10; Someone you don’t talk to as often as you’d like.
God, I miss you more than I ever thought possible! I can’t believe it’s been over four years since I’ve seen you. We’ve been planning Skype dates, and just never got around to them. I miss being able to talk to you every night, even though we were speaking English when we shouldn’t have been. You...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Nine
Day 09; Someone you wish you could meet.
Who I’d like to meet. Hm. I’d like to meet my biological paternal grandfather. He’s no longer alive, but I think it would be interesting to know him. He was a musician. I have some of that talent and would like to hear him sing. I would also like to get his take on the way he treated my father, and to tell him how much my dad treating me...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Eight
Day 08; Your favorite internet friend.
I’ve got to say, I don’t normally like meeting people in chat rooms, but you were an exception to the rule, and one I am glad that I made. Even though I’ve never met you, you are probably one of the most hilarious people I’ve ever had the pleasure of talking to. Not to mention you’re fun to flirt with. :) I look forward to...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Seven
Day 07; Your ex-boyfriend.
I could start this off by saying I hate you. But that would be lying. I don’t hate you. I don’t feel anything as far as you’re concerned. I understand that it’s easier for you and the people you know to blame me for everything going wrong, and if that’s what helps you sleep at night, then go for it. I know and deep down I think that YOU...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Six
Day Six; A stranger.
I’d like to start this by saying that appearances aren’t everything. I know I come off as a complete bitch, and in some cases you might be right. I can be cold hearted, and I can be mean, but only to those who have hurt me. Once you get to know me (which most people don’t), there’s a whole new side to me that few people get to see. I hated high...
30 Letters 30 Days Day Five
Day Five; Your Dreams
Dreams dreams dreams. We all have them. Some of us accomplish them, and some of us never even try. As for my dreams, they’ve changed within the last few years. I thought I wanted nothing more than to be a housewife, and to get pregnant and live happily ever after. The dream that I had the perfect husband, however; wasn’t true. We weren’t meant to be, and...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Four
Day 04- Your Sibling; When my parents first told me they were expecting, I was a little shocked. I was almost fifteen and about to start my freshman year of high school. My world didn’t have time for babies, and I just didn’t care. Then they asked me to be the nanny, and everything changed. Ever since then, that little girl has been my heart. I don’t always show her as much as I...
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November 2011
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30 Letters 30 Days- Day Three
Day Three; Your parents.
This one might seem easy to write, but when really getting down to it, it’s not. I am blessed to have two loving and wonderful parents. After my divorce, I wouldn’t have made it where I am without their love and support. My mom always sees the good in me, even when I can’t see it in myself, and for that she’s my hero. My daddy was there when he...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Two
Day Two; Your Crush.
Wow, so there are soo many things I could say, but I’m not sure they would even make sense. We were close for a while, then lost contact. I honestly thought I was over you, but one Facebook message was all it took to prove me wrong. I’m not sure where we stand or what is gonna happen with us, but I know you’re the only person to ever make me smile this...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day One
I originally started this yesterday, but didn’t get the chance to write, so I’m going to do day one and day two together. The whole point is to write thirty letters, one a day, to thirty different people who have effected your life in some way/shape/form.
Day One; Your best friend.
We’ve been friends since we were four, and I honestly can’t imagine my life without...
October 2011
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Or I’ll blurt shit out without thinking about it
Or say something that comes off too strong
And he’ll just look at me like
So I just disappear back to my 3 cats
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Irresistible connection
Three words
Leading into
Bodies intertwining
Passion unyielding
Time stops.
Momentary release
But then
He leaves.
She’s left
All alone
Nursing her
Wounded pride
And that
Lonely heart.
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E-mail My Heart
I probably shouldn’t be awake right now, cause it’s wayyy past my bedtime, and getting up for class in the morning is going to suck, but I can’t sleep. And writing is a little less self destructive than sitting in my bed and crying. My ex husband is on his way back from Afghanistan. Granted, I’m glad he survived, but that brings up a whole lot of emotions I was much happier...
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“She’s not a bitch. She’s been through a few things, seen a few things, been...”
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September 2011
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August 2011
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“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself...”
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Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit...
So that’s a lie. I don’t feel very strong right now. I feel sort of like someone took my heart and my brain and shoved it into a blender. I know divorces are supposed to hurt, but sometimes I feel like I’m just going through hell, and don’t know how to make it stop. I have days where I’m fine with it, and then there are days where I miss him so much, I don’t...
“When I look in the mirror, I know I’m looking at someone who isn’t...”
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I'm just blank, starin into space...
I’m new to this blog thing, so we’ll see how it all turns out. As for what’s on my mind, it probably isn’t what most people want to hear. I was supposed to be going to Mississippi on vacation with the family, however; that won’t be happening. Mainly because my step- father has managed to piss me off yet AGAiN. I think he gets some kind of enjoyment out of making me...
“*She’s strong because she knows what it’s like to be weak. She keeps...”
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