February 2012
17 posts
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Twenty Six
Day 26; The last person you made a pinky promise to.
The last person I made a pinky promise to isn’t just one of my best friends, she’s family. Even though she’s had a hell of a life, she’s managed to come out of it strong and faithful. There’s nothing in the world I can’t tell her, and I don’t have to worry about whether or not she’s judging me....
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Twenty Five
Day 25; the person you know who is going through the worst of times.
I don’t personally know this girl, but my roommate and I have been talking about last night’s episode of Teen Mom 2, and I gotta say my heart goes out to Leah. Yeah, what she did was wrong. But I think it’s ballsy that she admitted it on national TV. I think she’s a braver person than the people who are...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Twenty Four
Day 24; The person who gave you your best memory.
My best memories come from my family, collectively. My favorite people in the world are my aunts, uncles, and cousins, parents, grandparents, brothers, and sisters. Every moment I spend with them I’m happy. I know that sounds hokey and like a stupid Hallmark card, but it’s true. I can’t imagine life without my family. I’d...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Twenty Three
Day 23; the last person you kissed.
Well well well. What can I say about you? You are a ton of fun, even though you think my taste in movies sucks. :P I think this is the start of a very interesting friendship (or whatever it is…) I’ve got to admit, you’ve opened me up to trying new things, at least a little. It’s kinda cool, and I’m looking forward to getting to...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Twenty Two
Day 22; Someone you want to give a second chance to.
There’s no one who fits this category, because I don’t believe in second chances. If you screwed up, you screwed up. There’s no reason for me to let you screw me over again. Every time I’ve given people second chances, it’s blown up in my face. So, no more!
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Twenty One
Day 21; Someone you judged by their first impression.
To this day, one of my friends swears I was the first person to call him out on being gay. When I first met him, it was as a friend of my roommate’s who she had a crush on. Five minutes into the conversation I knew he was gay. She didn’t believe me, and he denied it. Not long after he admitted that he was bisexual. He is now in a...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Twenty
Well, I skipped yesterday, shame on me. Sooo there will be two “letters” today, if I can manage while watching ItsKingsleyBitch. :)
Day 20; The one who broke your ♥ the hardest.
It’s sad when the person who broke your heart the hardest isn’t your boyfriend, or even your ex husband, but the one man who isn’t supposed to do that to you. There’s supposed to be...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Nineteen
Day 19; Someone who pesters your mind—good or bad.
Hm. I barely know you, yet I spend most of my days and nights talking to you. You crack me up in a way that most people can’t. I tell you things most people don’t know about me cause I know you aren’t going to judge me. My day isn’t complete without a random message from you. I look forward to hearing your ringtone....
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Eighteen
Day 18; the person you wish you could be.
At the end of the day, I am who I am. I don’t think people can change, unless they truly wanted to. I am not quite to the person I want to be yet, but I’m getting there. I’ve made my mistakes, but I’m a better person. I am a better daughter, a better friend, a better nanny, a better sister, and that’s all I really want in...
January 2012
16 posts
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Seventeen
Day 17; Someone from your childhood.
This one was an easy one to choose. You practically raised me, from the time I was seven months old until I was eleven years old. Every memory of my childhood is somehow linked to you. It still amazes me that you remember me, and you think of me on my birthday and holidays. Even after all the kids you’ve babysat, to know that I’m still on your...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Sixteen
Day 16; Someone who is not in your state/country.
This letter is a collective effort, to the four girls who changed my teenage years. One of you was my roommate. You taught me that it was okay to be unsure about what I was doing and that I should jump headfirst into any awesome opportunity given to me (I still miss those Post-Its!). The second girl on my list taught me that romance isn’t...
“I don’t really think people can change. You know, at the end of the day,...”
This song is my theme song at the moment. :)
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Fifteen
Day 15; the person you miss the most.
I didn’t think I’d be this homesick when I left, but for some reason I miss you like crazy. I’ve been at school off and on for four years now, and it never gets any easier to leave. I know I don’t always call as much as I should, but that doesn’t mean I’m not thinking of you. I wouldn’t be where I am today if it...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Fourteen
Day 14; Someone You’ve Drifted Away From
I know that we’ll always be close, because we’re family, but lately I feel like I don’t know you anymore. You’re growing up, and changing, and I feel like I’ve missed out on so much. There are so many things I want to say to you when I see you, but I don’t know how to say them. I want you to know that you can trust...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Thirteen
Day 13; Someone you wish could forgive you.
This one is kinda difficult, because I’m not sure I have anyone whom I’d want to forgive me. I try to make it a point not to really hurt people very much, and if I have, they’ve mostly forgiven me. Otherwise I don’t know about hurting anyone, and I don’t believe I can ask for forgiveness when I don’t know I need it....
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day 12
Day 12; The person you hate most.
I’ve always said that hatred was a wasted emotion. There was no reason to give someone so much power over you, but when it comes to you I can’t help but hate you. The very thought of you makes me sick. If you were to die, I can’t say I would feel anything. As a matter of fact, the world would probably be better off, (but that’s beside the...
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30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Eleven
I know it’s been a while since I continued these, but I’m going to continue. I WiLL finish!
Day 11; A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
It’s been nine long years since you died, and even though I don’t cry anymore, I still think of you all the time. I often wonder if you know what I’ve been up to. If you were there watching me on my wedding day, trying to...
December 2011
10 posts
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Ten
Day 10; Someone you don’t talk to as often as you’d like.
God, I miss you more than I ever thought possible! I can’t believe it’s been over four years since I’ve seen you. We’ve been planning Skype dates, and just never got around to them. I miss being able to talk to you every night, even though we were speaking English when we shouldn’t have been. You...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Nine
Day 09; Someone you wish you could meet.
Who I’d like to meet. Hm. I’d like to meet my biological paternal grandfather. He’s no longer alive, but I think it would be interesting to know him. He was a musician. I have some of that talent and would like to hear him sing. I would also like to get his take on the way he treated my father, and to tell him how much my dad treating me...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Eight
Day 08; Your favorite internet friend.
I’ve got to say, I don’t normally like meeting people in chat rooms, but you were an exception to the rule, and one I am glad that I made. Even though I’ve never met you, you are probably one of the most hilarious people I’ve ever had the pleasure of talking to. Not to mention you’re fun to flirt with. :) I look forward to...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Seven
Day 07; Your ex-boyfriend.
I could start this off by saying I hate you. But that would be lying. I don’t hate you. I don’t feel anything as far as you’re concerned. I understand that it’s easier for you and the people you know to blame me for everything going wrong, and if that’s what helps you sleep at night, then go for it. I know and deep down I think that YOU...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Six
Day Six; A stranger.
I’d like to start this by saying that appearances aren’t everything. I know I come off as a complete bitch, and in some cases you might be right. I can be cold hearted, and I can be mean, but only to those who have hurt me. Once you get to know me (which most people don’t), there’s a whole new side to me that few people get to see. I hated high...
30 Letters 30 Days Day Five
Day Five; Your Dreams
Dreams dreams dreams. We all have them. Some of us accomplish them, and some of us never even try. As for my dreams, they’ve changed within the last few years. I thought I wanted nothing more than to be a housewife, and to get pregnant and live happily ever after. The dream that I had the perfect husband, however; wasn’t true. We weren’t meant to be, and...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Four
Day 04- Your Sibling; When my parents first told me they were expecting, I was a little shocked. I was almost fifteen and about to start my freshman year of high school. My world didn’t have time for babies, and I just didn’t care. Then they asked me to be the nanny, and everything changed. Ever since then, that little girl has been my heart. I don’t always show her as much as I...
I found this song through StumbleUpon. I’m a...
November 2011
3 posts
30 Letters 30 Days- Day Three
Day Three; Your parents.
This one might seem easy to write, but when really getting down to it, it’s not. I am blessed to have two loving and wonderful parents. After my divorce, I wouldn’t have made it where I am without their love and support. My mom always sees the good in me, even when I can’t see it in myself, and for that she’s my hero. My daddy was there when he...
30 Letters in 30 Days- Day Two
Day Two; Your Crush.
Wow, so there are soo many things I could say, but I’m not sure they would even make sense. We were close for a while, then lost contact. I honestly thought I was over you, but one Facebook message was all it took to prove me wrong. I’m not sure where we stand or what is gonna happen with us, but I know you’re the only person to ever make me smile this...
30 Letters 30 Days- Day One
I originally started this yesterday, but didn’t get the chance to write, so I’m going to do day one and day two together. The whole point is to write thirty letters, one a day, to thirty different people who have effected your life in some way/shape/form.
Day One; Your best friend.
We’ve been friends since we were four, and I honestly can’t imagine my life without...
October 2011
14 posts
“Your eyes fill with tears.. as he speaks softly into your ear..you want to...”
This song has been stuck in my head ForEffingEVER!