So that’s a lie. I don’t feel very strong right now. I feel sort of like someone took my heart and my brain and shoved it into a blender. I know divorces are supposed to hurt, but sometimes I feel like I’m just going through hell, and don’t know how to make it stop. I have days where I’m fine with it, and then there are days where I miss him so much, I don’t know what to do with myself. It wouldn’t be so hard to deal with if everyone didn’t have an opinion on it. I’ll admit, I made mistakes. I’m NOT perfect and I never said I was. I know I made mistakes, I don’t need everyone’s opinion on them. I feel bad enough without people rushing to tell me what a horrible person I am and how I’m a heartless b****. Maybe I should go back to being heartless. Stop caring about people, cause they OBViOUSLY don’t care about me.